With my husband military, “trying” becomes even more difficult. I was diagnosed with endometriosis when I was 21. I got pregnant after just over a year of trying. Now 28, I’m beginning to think those same awful thoughts I had before. I don’t know how many people come on here and actually read these, I just feel so defeated. It’s so hard for me to see friends of mine have a guy just look at them and BAM they’re pregnant. Especially when 1 had an abortion. I had a brief moment of insanity and thought “ILL TAKE YOUR BABY FOR YOU!!” Lol.. ugh I just need an outlet. I know 4 months isn’t long, and there’s a lot of other women who’ve been trying MUCH longer, I was just hoping to gain something out of this. Women facing the same problems. Being able to vent to ones who actually understand.

Hubs is home this weekend, and I’m ovulating. Fingers crossed. Have a good day ladies. ❤️