I went back & forth for about 2 hours trying to decide wether I should post this or not. I’m embarrassed at the way I looked, but that was the body I was left with after giving birth. I went from 135 to 190 in 9 months. I had hella complications during my pregnancy & deff stuffed my face which led to all the weight gain. I lost count as to how many times I failed during this journey but I haven’t given up. The “I’ll start Monday” mindset was a real bitch for me lol. I was only cheating myself. I still have a long way to go but I am motivated & determined to make this a lifestyle. Don’t judge me guys, lol this took a lot of courage.