Stuck in time

Marina

I just turned twenty but for the longest time I've wanted a child. The thought of pregnancy and starting that chapter intrigues me enough to almost obsessively think about it. I NEED to stop , I'm so early in life also with my boyfriend of 1 yr. who is also twenty. I need someone to talk some sense into me , or I need to seriously find some life hobby that keeps me off of it until I'm READY.