I JUST NEED TO VENT

So me and my byfd got into a argument about me giving him money.....before i get to this part let me give you some history me and gim be dating for 4 months and i kicked out and keep kicking out money evrytime i turn round am giving him money i pay the rent we both by food me most of the time i give him everything he asks for so now back to today he asked me for money i told him no he got thw nerve to tell me he does everything by himself when clearly he doesnt do and then he got the nerve to tell me well you can go back to your mother house like ohhh now i can go back but when your ass was broke i was there but now cause you getting a little bit of money now you wanna throw me away like am not shit i wanna cry so bad but i cant cause its like dam i hold you down and i dont ask you for nothing but you ask me for everything and then wanna get mad when i do say no like really am just hurt right now