Overreacting?! Help!!!
So my man and I go on long road trips together for 12plus hours at a time, and usually I will spend the night or two before over at his place so we can leave really early in the morning.
Topic of the story: I don’t do my makeup because we leave super early and are on the road in truck for 12hours straight.
So today we get gas at the station before we hit the road back home for another 12hours. He comes back and asks me if I wear makeup “Like eyeliner or anything”.
I said yes I do, if I’m going out or hanging with friends or something like that. I ask him why he asked and he says because apparently there was a girl in the gas station who had done something with her eyes that looked “different”. I told him cool but I’m not going to wear makeup just to go in the truck. I told him that I’m not going to wear it when we’re on the road because it’s a hassle and why should I have to - and he goes “because I need a sexy chick in my sexy truck!” To which I said “oh so I need it to look hot?” And he said no I look just as gorgeous without it. And I know I don’t need makeup and have been told by others that I suit the natural look, and I’m proud of it. The cunt side of me is going well why the hell are you admiring other chicks looks or whatever when you have me, and I’m also really ticked off. I found it so arrogant and honestly hurtful. I don’t always wear makeup around him if we’ve spent the week together because I don’t have anywhere to do it at his place and honestly I feel so comfortable around him without it.
Maybe it’s because AF is due in less than a week so maybe I’m subconsciously over sensitive right now. He treats me like gold and by cooking for me, paying for everything and buying me things, so I feel like I’m being a spoiled bitch by feeling this way. But I am hurt regardless by that. And I absolutely hate being held up to others or compared. I find it a turn off and degrading. I should feel comfortable around him...
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