Weak Orgasms?

So, I was talking to my Gyno today and I never thought much on how I orgasm during sex, but often my orgasms aren't super amazing or explosive like other women who I've heard. They say it leaves no room for doubt but idk, I haven't been able to orgasm on my own but with my partner I seem to squirt and be uncontrollably shaking, hell I'll scream or secrete fluids. The build up seems so much like what other women say is orgasmic but idk I just think I have small/weak orgasms.

Now, I have multiple small orgasms that by the end of the session I have the after effects of being all sleepy and cuddly

Idk I guess I just feel really broken because I've tried so hard to have these mind blowing orgasms and haven't gotten there yet. I didn't stress abt this Again until today too :(