I’m too trusting

Me and my partner of 3 years had a break and we both slept with somebody else just a one night stand only I caught an STD I’m normally so good at getting checked but I’ve had it so long it could effect my fertility, I’ve been trying for a baby for the past year and a half, I know it’s my own fault I was so so so drunk when it happened I can barley remember and I trusted him when he said there was nothing to worry about because he’s “clean” I found out in the most awful way, I guess I just needed a little rant 🙄