I am angry

My good friends that have been trying for just as long as me and my husband have are now pregnant. Their announcement was adorable. I use to be in a place where I could be happy for them and now I’m just mad. WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME😭 We are the last couple out of all of my friends to get pregnant. Everyone complains about parenting to us and all I can say is at least I feel like the odd man out. And to make it all worse I was telling my husband how much pain I’m in during ovulation. I honestly only have sex to because I know I’m fertile. Now he doesn’t want to have sex with me because he knows it’s hurting me. I know it’s super sweet of him, but I’m over here like “JUST DO IT!!!”