I'm unsure how to feel

Devin • ⛈ Miscarried Angel Baby 🌈 Pregnant with Rainbow Baby Girl 🌈

so I lost my first child at 5 weeks to early miscarriage about three days ago. my husband who I adore is heartbroken but optimistic that he went to the local toys r us which is shutting down and bought $1000 worth of baby stuff for about 200. I'm so scared it was for nothing...