Born 5 weeks early!

**UPDATE** so Jonathan is doing well. day 3 in the Nicu. he's breathing on his own now but hasn't quite figured out the suck/swallow/breathe ordeal. he had an ng tube put in to help him eat. I'm getting discharged today and have to leave without him... super emotional about that.

(original post) Well I was not expecting to give birth today but my lil man decided he was Guna come anyway! 35wks 1day. weighing 5lbs 11oz. I woke up to cramping at 639am and could not get comfortable. I had a bath at 830 but that didn't stop it either. got to the hospital at 11am. contractions got super painful and since I wasn't suppose to give birth natural the doc took out my cerclage and then delivered baby and did my tubal ligation.

Jonathan is in the nicu hooked up to a CPAP machine but otherwise doing very well and should only be in there a day or 2. I feel so lost without him. I was able to see him a couple mins but the csection totally wiped me out. but I cant sleep because I'm so anxious.

been a crazy day.

I just want to snuggle my baby :( so emotional!!!