So, these past two weeks have been hard and I just need to vent. I always knew my mom had mental problems but it has recently come to the point where she is now in a mental institution after being diagnosed with a type of personality disorder. This is her breaking point after her whole life fucking up. She was living with her mother, my grandmother, with an unsteady job and issues controlling her eradication juvenile behavior. After my grandmother went out of town, my mother slit her wrists horizontally in the bath tub and shit herself to give herself sepsis. Yes, that actually happened. She then proceeded to walk around the apartment to call her sister in order to manipulate her into giving her more attention or money (my mom has taken thousands upon thousands of dollars from bother her sisters and her parents). Her sister called the police, though, and they took her to the hospital. I haven’t talked to her since before this happened because I’m conveniently not allowed to considering I don’t want to. She continues to try and call me from the hospital and leaves me manipulating voicemails in order to push me to aid her in her “time of need”. Although you don’t have all of the history of what my mom has done to me as a child, you have a short glimpse into what is going through my young teenage mind. Tbh I just need to know someone is on the other end listening to me and relating in some way.