I’m 16 weeks pregnant, got into a bad fight with my husband last week, and I’m still thinking about it, I can’t fall back asleep Bc it’s just whirling around in my head. In the beginning of the fight I left to go to my parents Bc he was making things worse instead of better and it was too much stress on me I just needed to get out of the apartment. I planned on coming back the next day but when I texted him I was still upset, hurt and that I love him. He Told me We should spend a few more days apart. That hurt even more. The next day we’re arguing and he called me some mean names, he finally calmed down or so I thought, we talked on the phone and he then tells me he’s no longer in love with me and doesn’t know what to do. It broke my heart. I couldn’t handle that. So I went inside balling and started having a panic attack. He also apparently was talking to my cousin earlier that day and she told me basically he’s happy when I leave. My husband and I talked things out, tells me calmly he loves me but he’s not in love with me, it’s only been a year, and I’m still hurt, plus I’m pregnant like you couldve told me that before hand, i don’t wanna keep talking to him about it Bc it’ll just ignite another fight some how. I want my husband to want me around, I want my husband to miss me when I leave, I want my husband to want to sleep next to me, to want to do things with me, it really sucks Bc right now I just feel like my marriage is one sided. I think he regrets getting married Bc I think he still wants the bachelor life and being able to do whatever he wants. I don’t know what to really do, I’ve tried asking him to go to counseling with me but he kind of used insurance as an excuse. I’m just out of ideas idk how to fix my marriage when he doesn’t even want me around.