So I would like to start this post by saying that I feel like I feel bad for what I am about to write but I am gonna go ahead and write it anyway. Today I am exactly 12 weeks, I got my Panorama results back, I got a "low risk" result which i am happy about, But the results also show that I am having a girl, I am in my late 30's and I am only having one kid. The fact that my only child is a girl makes me depress. it's been really hard to get this far and I should be happy but I am not. 💔