Feeling lonely


So I don’t really know we’re to start I guess I just want to vent my feelings hoping people can relate...

Me and my partner have been together 6 years we got married on our anniversary one month ago and since then everything has gone down hill he got made redundant at Xmas and has been struggling to get a job so I’m the one working atm which I’m totally fine with but he’s been getting down and taking it out on me calling me horrible names not coming near me I just feel so lonely even though he’s the one that’s depressed does that make me a bad person... I was watching a film tonight and started crying because I was jealous of a film because they had so much love and passion I want that I can’t help that my husband doesn’t have a job right now but it’s starting to affect me all o want is a cuddle and for him to tell me he loves me iv tired talking to him and he totally shuts me out I don’t know what else to do ☹️☹️☹️😭😭😭😭