Pardon my French but FU*K depression

Megan • Wife and mommy to a beautiful 5 year old girl, TTC our 🌈 baby❤️

I’m sitting in a nice hot bath right now balling my eyes out because my almost 5 year old asked me why I can’t give her a baby brother or sister my heart hurts I had a miscarriage back in November and me and my husband have been TTC since when I had the miscarriage I remember giving my daughter a bath and her saying mommy your stomach is getting big I think you have a baby in your tummy little did she know I literally had a miscarriage the day before AF Should be here in 5 days I took a test and of course it was negative I just don’t know what to do anymore😞