okay girls i need some help. so me and my boyfriend were living together however we went through a really bad time and when we broke up he moved back home and we had a break for about 4 months.😣 We have been in contact for about 2 months and decided to try again and so hes come to stay for 2 weeks. before he left the sex was sooooo good, like mindblowing orgasm every time.😍😍 when we broke up i had sex with someone else. and now me and my boyfriend are trying again the sex isnt great, it feels really good but i never orgasm, i think its to do with my depression tablets??😒 so then i started faking them, i didnt want him to feel like he couldnt please me now ive had sex with someone else, i didnt want him to think he doesnt turn me on anymore because you can tell hes really insecure that i had a fling while we broke up. i felt so bad about lying that ive just told him the truth and hes really mad at me saying he cant be in a relationship with a liar. 😢im so upset, i know i shouldnt have lied but i didnt want to knock his confidence. what do i do girls 😩😩 UPDATE: he came home and packed up his stuff. i talked to him about it and he jumped to the exact concluson i was scared he would. that im not attracted to him anymore, and the fling was better. 😩😣 so we talked a bit more and i think its sorted.