I’ve had to hide posts from three friends on Facebook this week. They’ve either just had a baby or have just announced they’re expecting. I want to be happy for them so I feel guilty hiding their posts but after my miscarriage last October and not having any luck TTC since, their posts make me feel like bursting into tears. It certainly didn’t help that I made “Big Sister 2018” t-shirts for my step-daughters to announce the pregnancy and just had to throw them out because there’s no chance of having a baby this year.

Does this ever get easier?