I feel alone. I need to talk to someone. Quick story I’m a very happy person, hairdresser/socialist by trade but I started dating my fiancé just over one year ago. He is an injured/disabled army vet with many mental/physiological issues he did 2 tours in Afganistan before his vehicle he was driving ran over a 300lb IED. This dosent even include the trama he indured in his childhood. 3 months ago he completely turned around not sure if I even know who he is anymore but I’m stuck with him on this 6 month road trip across the country and we are 2 months in. He is very mean to me sometimes which makes me just burst out in tears for no reason. He blames me for every single thing and I know it’s not me 100% of the time I’m just myself and hey we all have flaws and arguments but I’ve been in 3 serious relationships before him and this one is COMPLETLY different. Not going to rant anymore to this page but I can’t call my family and talk to them because they think everything is perfect and its far from it. So if anyone knows a hotline # I can call just so I can vent out this issue please let me know I’m trying to be strong but this relationship seems like a physiological burden for me if I keep going :/