Today my husband attended a memorial service for two fallen firefighters who lost their lives on the job. Responding to the call of duty. I'm at home with the kid and I can't help but feel guilty because I still have my husband, my best friend, the love of my life, the father of my child. I can only imagine what those families are going through. I honestly don't want to know this pain, but I know someday I might. My heart is truly with these families. 😭😔😢