Soo i needed to rant or at least just type out how im feeling!

Been ttc #2 for over 3 years now - we was referred to the subfertility clinic at our local hospital we had all the tests done and they came back as i was ovulating & my OH swimmers were great but then discharged up!! Because i already have a child from a previous relationship (which was 10years ago) they have said there is nothing they can do the option they said was <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> if i paid private. Since then we have been using pre seed which i have seen so many good reviews about so i thought i could give this a try but still nothing! I feel soo frustrated and upset with myself because i cant give my partner something hes wanted for so long not just for himself but for us both :(

Friends around me are all having babies and im happy for them dont get me wrong but i just really want it to be my time 😢

During the TWW i always feels like signs that i am - but then AF shows her bighead!! 😩😩😩

I cant be the only one feeling some kind of way

Just needed a rant 😘