My son just turned 1 yesterday (😩) and I’ve been thinking back about how I have changed. At no point did I ever want to harm myself or my baby and I generally have found myself to be a happy person however, what I question is my increased irritability and some anxiety. Previously, I was so laid back and went with the flow- and some of this can just be from being a mom now- but family has even noticed that I’m not the same as I was. Little things bother me, I can get short with people and I don’t do a great job of hiding any negative feelings I might be having. I’m now pregnant again (😊) and 14 weeks along, so I guess I have been hormonal and pregnant or postpartum for almost two years which could also be playing a part?

Could I be suffering from a type of postpartum depression and not realize it? Could it be my hormones making me feel that way? I don’t even know what my normal is anymore, I just know that I don’t always like the way I react and deal with some situations. Not looking for an excuse for some of my behavior just maybe some answers and a solution??