Feeling insecure...

​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​I have been feeling insecure lately. Which is odd for me because I hardly ever am. I wish every time i looked in the mirror i wouldnt stare at something i hate. I do like my body, but i have a hard time accepting my muffin top. I have had it since i was in 7th/8th a a couple years after i first started my period. I’m a freshman in college now. Throughout the years i’ve had a love/hate relationship with it. I’m around 5’3” and 125 which is normal. My stomach is my biggest insecurity. I want to love myself as a whole not just bits of pieces of myself.