I feel like every single straight girl loves giving blow jobs to their boyfriend? Like it turns them on and everything?

I don’t know I just HATE the idea of giving a blow job. I had two boyfriends and I really wanted to have sex and even hand jobs were good for me but when I attempted a blow job, I thought it was just terrible.

1. Dick taste so bad

2. I feel SO SO SO submissive I hate it (this is prob the biggest reason)

3. I don’t want where he PEES (and don’t wipe that sht prob) anywhere in my mouth

4. it doesn’t turn me on at all

5. It feels so awkward and weird

6. I hate the idea of being stared at when I have something in my mouth (LOL) like I hate ppl watching me eat let alone give a BJ

Also it’s kinda selfish but I kinda like mutual pleasure for both of us. Sometimes I would give a bj and my bf would just go to sleep like boy I want some too :(

My friend was like “maybe you’re just not into the guy” but I would do ANYTHING else with my boyfriend. Sometimes I feel so pressured bc my boyfriends really wanted BJs but I just hate it so much