When is it going to be my turn to cry for joy when I see a positive?

When is it my turn to scream with joy telling my husband I’m pregnant?

When is it my turn to announce to family and friends that I am pregnant?

I want this so bad and it hurts so much!

I had some cramping a few days after ovulation and now I’m getting negatives at 10 dpo when I read others getting bfps!

My heart just hurts..bad