Needing some support

Today i finally broke down and let everything out 😣 me & hubby finally talked about the MC that happened in January. im hurt. i cried for hours. i was trying to be the strong person but i finally let it break me. i miss my baby. i know we never met but from the moment i seen those two lines i loved him/her. like my happiness was torn away from me. from us. our baby wouldve been here on our sons first birthday. i guess we're ready to try again. we started trying right after my first cycle.