Nervous to take the test

I’m 2 days late on my period. My period is always on time, that’s why I am a little nervous to take the test. I’m old enough to have a baby almost 40 years old. I haven’t told my FWB because I want to be sure that I am pregnant, the thing is he doesn’t want any kids.. I’ve had an abortion 3 years ago and I don’t want to go through that again, my FWB made me had one 😭 I just don’t know what to do.