I've just broken up with my boyfriend that I love so much, because I realised I need to build a better relationship with myself before I'm able to give myself fully to someone. We've been together a long time and we're getting older (early 20's) and I realised I could never be truly happy or in turn make him truly happy because I don't like myself. But it's killing me...I feel genuinely devastated, like I can't breath without him. I'm so angry with myself because all I want is to be with him but I can't...I feel like I'm throwing away something incredible. am I making the right desision?