A week ago I made a post on how my friend was going to start dating the guy I love. Last night I was really upset because today was the day it was supposed to be official. So I decided to distract myself and go on facebook, and the first thung that popped up was a realationship announcement for them. 😒 She asked me if I was okay with it a week ago. my other post explains how even though I love him, I want him to be happy even if it is not with me. I am not angry at her for being with him but I am really hurting from this. I don't even know what to do to make the pain stop.

that is my first post