I'm 20 At the moment and in college. I live with my mom but I've been dying to move out and start my life..well my epilepsy has different plans for me😢. I started having breakthrough seizures a month ago. Went to the doc and we upped my dose which stopped them for a month then I started having them again, again.

I want to get a job so badly, it's not fair to my mom for me to just be going to college and not doing anything (I have scholarships lined up). And I WANT TO MOVE OUT ONE DAY. I was wanting to get one when I started college but my therapist and I agreed it would be better to wait until i adjusted to my schedule. So now I'm adjusted to my schedule and I don't think I can apply for the jobs I was looking into before do to the fact that I now have a tendency to you know...face plant the floor....(no full blown convulsions)

I just have no idea what kid of Job to look for now that I'm having breakthroughs again. One of my biggest phobias (kinda) since I first had my seizures is standing for long periods of time😰. I get scared I'm going to just drop right there.

Just an FYI or a btw, I didn't get a job before because I was battling EDNOS by myself. I was a constant wreck. I say this because I don't want to come across as someone who feels as if they don't need to pool their weight because I do and I will.

So if anybody could give me some job advice. I mentioned it to my neuro, he's, uh...nice? He didn't answer the question. TBH I have no idea how he respond at all actually. Omg I am so tired so sorry if this is typed weird. Oh and I have Been getting test done by my doctor to find out why my seizures are back...those bastards!

Thanks!