Why can’t I just be a woman about it & give my husband permission (not that he asked) to leave & be with someone else? We’re so young, in our 20’s, so we have a lot of life left to build. And I’ll never be able to give him the daughter or JR he deserves.. I can’t even give MYSELF the babies I deserve. He shouldn’t hold himself back because of me. There are plenty of healthy, fertile women he could be married to, building a family with. As for me, irdk what I deserve. I know I can’t reproduce, so I suppose wherever I end up, that’s fine with me.. I just don’t want to drag anyone down with me. I’m just destined to be alone.