So I've decided to go back to school. I have no idea what the heck I am thinking by going back. I am scared that I will fail but the few people (4) that I have told have told me I won't. I just feel like I need something to do to better myself and my career and get my mind off of not being pregnant. I am so frustrated and upset about it. I think it is never going to happen. It is even more frustrating when your other half doesn't even want to talk about the fertility doctor because he is afraid of the doctor. He doesn't have a family doctor and freaks out at the very mention of needing to have blood work done. So I think I am just going to throw myself into school. Never kmow though life happens when you least expect it right.