Mixed feelings

Who else is in its tww and is kinda super calm and zen about it but at the same time super excited and cannot wait to know at the same time?! I’m feeling like this this month lol and I don’t know if it’s common lol we’ve just started ttc last month after my miscarriage in november at 6weeks...so let me know your tips to get through tww without losing my mind in overanalazing everything lmao