I need to vent!

I am so sick of seeing literally everyone i know announcing pregnancies or having kids.. i just don’t understand how unfair it can be. I chart my bbt every single day, i blow through opks testing twice a day, check my cm, prepare my body for pregnancy and STILL not pregnant. Meanwhile i see all these girls i used to be close with on drugs, drinking, getting arrested, unable to hold down a job, and sleeping with multiple men popping up pregnant! I have a steady reliable job making decent money, we own our home, have reliable vehicles, and are responsible young adults and nothing. How in the hell am i supposed to act happy for them when they take it for granted?!? So discouraging I just want our time to come and be special for us..