Mom problems

I know this sounds stupid but I want to take birth control because I want to have more of a women body, and I want my acne to go away. birth control speeds up the process, I'm tired of being bullied for not having a certain body type, for being too skinny. I don't want it for sex, I'm still a virgin anyways. How can I get it without my mm finding out because I know she would get mad because she would think I'm having sex. Is there any way to get it without parent consent?