I love seeing everyone so happy and spending time with their families, I just can't help to always feel sad. My husband and I want a family of our own so bad and have only had 1 chemical pregnancy in January, I saw that 2nd line and I was the happiest girl in the world that day. Then it disappeared and I have been heartbroken every month. We've been trying for over a year, had some tests and everything is good. I want nothing more than to feel that love everyone talks about, I want to see my husband smile proud while holding our baby. I am just sad. I pray, and pray some more. I have faith. but I am sad. on the happiest days, I am sad. I see people not even try, and I struggle, so many of us struggle. I am having a bad day, I am sorry. 😔