What are the odds...need to vent

Kerry • M/C Feb 2018❤️ Rainbow baby Jan’19🌈👶🏼💙

I had a miscarriage on the 4th of Feb and have struggled to get pregnant since. I know it’s only been 2 months but I’m just so desperate.

Anyway...I work in the same building as my ex, and his girlfriend. We split last year and we had a pretty messy relationship and break up. We currently don’t talk to eachother but still have to work together.

I’m in a very happy relationship with a lovely man and we’re trying to conceive our rainbow after our loss in Feb.

This weekend my ex and his girlfriend announced their pregnancy. They are 13 weeks which is exactly what I would be now. Like honestly what are the chances? I’m heartbroken and I don’t know what to do. I don’t think I can handle being around them but no-one understands how I feel. They just tell me ‘it’ll happen when the time is right’ or ‘just ignore them’. Like no, why do bad things happen to good people and good things happen to bad people? My ex is not a nice guy.

Sorry, I really needed to vent to people that might understand 😕