Broke up

I was in a toxic relationship and today I ended it but I totally regret it I miss him he was my best friend I grew with him and we found each other but he was abusive sometimes he never hit me but he choked me and stuff ... but I just niss him so much dude I can’t go to sleep all alone I wanna text him and be with him so much I miss my baby .. 💔😢 Im hurting inside so bad right now

I haven’t talked to him in like 10 hours it’s driving me crazy we were NEVER apart !!!!!! And now I don’t even know where he is . He’s homeless rn I feel so bad ...