Trying to stay positive is hard with all the negatives

Ugh. So I promised myself when TTC that I would “just go with the flow” but now after months of trying and enduring the worlds most horrific periods I find myself often feeling exhausted and discouraged. When will it be my turn? How do I just”chill”? I’ve started tracking periods and ovulation cycles (I also have PCOS) just because I am feeling overwhelmed and think it’s better to have all the data in one place if I’m still struggling a year from now? Am I overthinking everything or are my fears legit with my diagnosis?! All I want is a healthy happy baby!