me and my boyfriend finding it hard to get pregnant!

hi everyone. I am new to this and reading everyone's story's has helped me think that I am not the only one who cries nearly every day or each month when my period comes the disappointment I have in myself is making me feel useless!

Me and my boyfriend have been trying to get pregnant now for about 5/6 months, I haven't got checked to see whether everything is okay in there because I just could not face it if there was. I know it takes longer for different people but it is one of the worst feelings I have every month my period comes!! and it makes it harder for me that my partner already has a child.. I have the implant in but it was ran out 4 years ago which I am booked in to get it out next week and I am hoping that even though it doesn't work anymore that this is the reason why I am not pregnant yet!! does anyone else in the same posistion or was with the implant situation?