should I feel bad?

betsy

today I finnaly told my boyfriend how I feel when I get mad at him and then today out of no where I was walking with one of my home boys and my boyfriend thought he saw my friend grab my ass and he told me "are you going to let him do that to you" I feel bad Even though I go through alot of shit with him and then after that he told me he thinks I'm hiding secrets so what to do?