I wish I had a friend to tell.

my boyfriend, maybe it's best to refer to him as an X at this point. Should be on his way home shortly. We have been mostly living together for the past 8 months. I have been receiving a lot of messages from his ex-wife, saying that they are still together and that's he still loves her and he does not love me. This is been going on for a good year. More like two. Well, I received some photos today that included screenshots. The screenshots involved the two of them saying that they love each other him saying he will be home soon. I have never been a weak woman. Honestly I believe the past few years he has broken me down in a way I have never experienced. I have all of his things placed in the living room ready to be picked up. he continues to send me text messages that's everything is not what it seems, and that he needs to see me. this is where the story gets tricky. I have known he was going through a divorce through our entire relationship. It was always Financial issues as to why it had not been finalized. Which I do believe, because we are all kinds of broke. I swear I have never seen a man with more credit cards. And he did go gamble over $1,000 away in one evening. So the excuse of not having the money I believed. Especially since there is a child involved and that would require a lawyer. he tells me that the reason he says nice things to her, is because he is Playing devil's advocate. She has gone incredibly insane an injured herself on video, to try and blame him. All of this to keep him away from their son. I know the logical thing to do would be to walk away! I just could never have imagined it would be so difficult. The amount of drama that has been caused by her trying to get me to stay away from him is mind-blowing. It involves contacting my family and my friends. I have had to deactivate all social media, except this. To be quite honest I'm somewhat afraid she will hack into my accounts and find it. he says he is coming over. After he gets off work, he's out of town today. So he's about 3 hours away. this woman has made multiple physical threats against me, and I have called the police. Honestly any sane person that is reading this is saying enough is enough! Like, when do you draw the line? I think the line has to be drawn now. I'm just trying to Channel all the strength I have. I cannot be manipulated and gaslighted any longer. this was all written by voice text. So, please excuse any typos or misspellings. I know everybody is going to say mean things. And that is fine, maybe I need to hear them. I just had to say it out loud to someone, to anyone. Thank you.