no heartbeat they said!!

Danielle • MotherOf3💜💙💜🙏🏾😇😇😇MyAngels

so today I went in for my 10wk appt when it came time for my dopler us she couldnt find the heartbeat but got the number then told me shes not good at it or maybe shes holding it wrong. Then goes to get the us with the screen told me she doesnt know how to work it i watched her try to touch it like a touchscreen then she gets help but tells me all the us technican where out for lunch but they was gonna try again the nurse lady comes in for one the doctor didnt even know I had a us done on 3/8 but yet her ir the nurse couldn't locate the heartbeat i told her when I got my first us she couldn't find the heartbeat so she went vaginal and my uterus was either tilted or back but she found my baby measured me at 6wks4days today they show me a uterus with a small dot and say my baby is measuring at 6wks1day instead of 10wks so I either can take the meds to start the process of miscarriage or schedule for a d&c; i cried an walked out when I got home and looked at my first us the baby on today's us doesnt even look the same as when she found my baby on the vaginal us. now the lady used a vaginal dopler today but she barely moved it around to locate my baby an shes no us tech an her demenor the whole time was negative its like she had no care in the world so I cried got dressed and walked out. they called a hour later to schedule my next 2 appts I told them for what I thought I was getting a d&c; she says maam I dont know about that she told me to call an schedule yor nxt visit an a US. so im like really lost an devastated angry hurt all the above please anyone give me some good advice or news👣🍼🎁❤ ps sorry so long its being a long day😘