Since my first pregnancy in 2015, all the way to my 5 th pregnancy just this month. I saved every single positive test. I went out ,and bought a bush,and will be burying these tests under the bush. I need colosure,and there is no way I can just throw away the only memories of my 5 angel babies. Since my ectopic on Monday , I decided it's over for me. I lost both tubes,and one ovary. My husband,and I are considering

<a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a>

since I still have my uterus,and ovary,but this was my only memories of my natural conception. My way of saying goodbye,and trying to move on from the hardest part of my life. Maybe one day I will be able to have my forever baby.

Update I picked up my angel baby. I lost my baby On Monday at 6 weeks,1 day. I just Wanted to share my beautiful baby.