This pregnancy sucks....

I know I’m really fortunate to be pregnant. We really wanted this baby, but can someone commensurate with me that early pregnancy sucks so bad! I’m even having a hard time being excited because I’m so nauseous 24/7 and I’m gaining weight that I worked really hard to lose because I can’t really eat healthy food without feeling sick. I guess I just need to rant. I don’t want to complain to my husband because I don’t want to ruin this experience for him. Ugh. Someone just tell me you feel my pain.