wanting to stick with just our son, at least for a few years. Initially, I wanted like 4 or 5 children. But as my boy grows older I feel myself wishing for more time with it just being us, a family of three. I want to experience and soak up everything, being able to give my whole attention to him solely. I also find myself thinking of only having two children, if the next is a girl (we at least want a girl). I know I at least won’t be getting pregnant this year, as my husband will be away. It’s just weird going from trying for a baby for four years to... “let’s just enjoy life and soak up all these beautiful memories”. I finally got what I longed for, my sweet rainbow baby boy.

I feel like I’m the only person NOT with baby fever. Sure, I miss being pregnant and having an itty bitty baby 💞 but I’m so excited for what’s to come.

Anybody else feel like this?