Feeling broken and Misunderstood

Sevina

I broke up with my bf of two years and I still love him and even though he’s trying to change. Our relationship was great but the last tail end of it I was unhappy bc he was very controlling. He wants to work things out but I’m too hurt to go back to him. I have feelings for a guy who went off and married another woman but they’re now divorced and hes waiting to be with me. Tonight I confessed to him that I’m bisexual and I’ve been curious about other girls and he got upset. I feel guilty for my feelings already and that pretty much wrecked me when he was mad. Of course I didn’t expect him to be okay with it but I wanted him to know about my feelings and what I’ve been thinking about but he told me he thought we were together now and he’s “not going to wait around while I fool around with other girls” and I love him with all I can right now and it’s really wrecking...