Double Standards

All little back story first.

So my fiancé and I have been together for going on 3 years, we are getting married in October. All throughout our relationship we’ve had our ups and downs, majority of them being his wrong doing. We are currently TTC since November to no prevail.

So the issue.

I’m currently in my fertile window started 3 days ago. Well on Tuesday night he woke me up about 2 hours after I went to bed to have sex which was great, I love waking up to it a majority of the time. Fast word to Wednesday morning right before my alarm to go off for work he did it again. Which again was great.

Well last night at about 1230ish I wake up to him again initiating sex, again I was glad as I said before we are TTC. And there just some turn on to waking up to him wanting to have sex.

HERE IS MY issue he fucking woke me up, turned me on etc. but then proceed to just jerk himself off in my face (I was also touching him) ( I figured he was gonna take care of me afterwards which he’s done before) but he laid back down. I was dumbfounded and furious. He got back up to go to the bathroom and I proceed to gather my shit and went to sleep on the couch. He just went right back to bed without a care in the world.

I brought it up to him this morning and he wants to pull some shit saying “I don’t remember doing that” he always says that when he does something wrong or I call him out on shit he does and it shouldn’t be doing.

If I was to have done this to him he would be furious but he wants to put the blame on me saying he didn’t know I was awake. Like are you fucking kidding me?

I don’t know. I’m just furious and needed to vent. But as I said before I’m pissed and I’m tired of him using the excuse “I don’t remember or I didn’t know”

He won’t even actually apologize all he says is I don’t remember.

Am I wrong to be pissed off?

Any input?