Feeling sorry for myself

Stacie

Don't usually put this out on social media anywhere but yeah. A month ago I was told I had an eye infection with a cyst, yeah I felt so conscious and not 100% so I took a day off work. Fast forward a few weeks and after treatment the infection and cyst came back. Finally a doctor agrees to see me cos no one would the first time round. I have cellulitis of the eyelid and it's spread to my cheek. So I'm now I'm strong penicillin to fight the infection and to top it all, period turned up today.....so no baby again this month. Feeling down and out. Trying to rest like the doctor ordered as he signed me off work but I can't not do housework. So I'm here feeling shitty about my appearance, the fact I'm not pregnant and the fact that I just can't stop and take some time to myself, cos something always needs doing.