SOOO last night I found out (by going through his phone) that my fiancé has been watching porn for the last month. I’m 18 weeks pregnant and I just haven’t really been into having sex, but when we tried I just either hurt or I just wasn’t in the mood enough.

& I’m honestly not that sexual of a person as is just because I’m self conscious of my body. (one reason why the porn thing is a big deal is cause he used to do it all the time and it just made me feel I wasn’t good enough or something because I don’t have this great body like I wish)

Sorry if Im explaining this crazy and all over the place but I’m at work and I cannot stop thinking about it.

What do I do? How do you feel about your partner watching porn? Am I overreacting? Idk I just wanna not talk to him because I’m hurt 🤷🏼‍♀️🤷🏼‍♀️ but we live together

Edit : we’ve been together 4 years and I’m 19. So he was my first (I wasn’t his) so it makes me feel even more not into anything sexual cause I feel like I just suck at it 😅 I feel I’m in “competition” with his exes and porn 😔 idk I feel like I sound crazy but does anyone at least see why I feel like this??

Also I wasn’t just going through his stuff lol I was on there and it came up