After years of trying to conceive with my husband, and stopping for a short while to get on birth control hoping it might help, and today being my first day off of it, I’m getting a little depressed seeing all these other women posting they got a positive test. Or how they get to tell their hubbys they are pregnant. My husband and I have been trying for a little over 2 years now and I just keep hoping for a positive test but keep getting negatives. I mean of course I’m happy for these other women don’t get me wrong. It’s just sad seeing someone else have something you want so badly. I feel like a child who just watched another kid win a stuffed animal out of a claw machine and me not having a quarter to even try.